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2011-04-16T14:53:00.001+08:00

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In awhile.

2011-04-16T05:30:00.002+08:00

Months since my last blogpost. Was too busy during feb due to exams/CNY, then in march I was preparing for my trip to tw! And april, staying home almost everyday cause I've got no money to spend after coming back from tw. Yeah, I spent a lot there. (I'll blog about the trip if I have the time!)

And now~ just another day till school reopen! HELL SHIT. Hates school, hates poly. I wish I can just rot home every single day, i don't mind you see...

Alright, it's 5.24AM now I should be on bed. Meeting my dearest group later on! I hope I'll wake up on time, hee. Blog again soon! anyho, just created my formspring! Feel free to ask :D

被動~

2011-01-30T03:23:00.000+08:00

January is actually coming to an end! See how time passes so quickly and in a few more days it'll be CNY! Since I don't have relatives in sg I won't be doing much but def looking forward to 初三 because BFFs' are coming to my house!!

Definitely gnar have fun w them, texas/mahjong/poker all night :D And best part is, my mom won't be home! heh. I foresee what will happen at my house on that day alrd~

OH! &I alrd received my first angpao from my dad, but the amt inside became lesser. Well, I'm still satisfied because I know my angpao $ is more than what other people might get!

&Exams are after CNY, which is REAL horrible. I hope I won't have to retake any modules, gosh. The thought of retaking is horrible, really. Just let me pass, I'll be happy :D

But when exams end, it's time for me to countdown for my upcoming overseas trip w my girlies!! First time, without adults, without teachers! So excited now, heh.

Alrightz, it's getting let and I should turn in soon. Ciao! I love my boy! :B

♥2010 Dedications :)

2011-01-04T00:17:00.005+08:00

2010, a year more of downs than ups. A year of me being even more into the fandom world, which means more fan-girly. But in 2010, I'm glad that i still have those I treasure around me after losing a lot in 2009 and also, new friends i'll wnar treasure in future years :)

About my life first! Dedications!

♥♥MY BROTHERS!

I know my brothers won't read this, but i still wnar say... I love my brothers, A LOT more than you can ever imagine. In 2010, I really really come to realize that my brothers are really one of the few that, without them i wouldn't have come so far! I come to a conclusion that I cannot survive w/o my brothers, after thinking for a real long time. They protect me more than anyone else does, pamper me more than anyone else does, take care of me more than anyone else does. They're my strongest pillar in my whole life, really. I'm glad that my brothers actually protect and pampers me. They might not be the best brothers, but to me they are :)

♥BFFs!

Glad that we're still going strong, and that we still find time to hang out and spend time tgth :) It's always so much fun &laughter tgth w you guys, even though there are times when i can't help but to get pissed. I STILL LOVE YOU GUYS A LOT! Most of the movies i watch, are all w you guys and i like it! I wnar go overseas together w all of you, even if it's somewhere near!! Genting, phuket, bintan, anywhere! :) AND YEOBO, don't forget ah, after your graduate from poly!! trips!

♥BABYANG!

You should know what I wnar say, because it's always the same. Remember the promise we made 3years back, i'm always here for you. 2010 was an even more difficult year for me, but i saw you behind me telling me everything's gnar be alright. Thanks a lot bb, like i ALWAYS say, i never regret knowing you. Love all the h2h talks we had tgth, 2010 was a real difficult year for us, we survived. I haven't been telling you much recently, because i really dk how to start, and you should know what it is about uh? Anw, i hope our bond will always be there. Love ya!

♥KAHWAI!

KOREA TWIN. i always remember that, hahahah!! Don't really know what to say to you, but I'm happy that we still hang out even after we graduate! A someone I thought I'll NEVER be close friend with, but the korea trip actually brought us together. Life's really amazing, hehe. When we get older, we shall travel together again like what we always say. We gotta make it come true :)
I know it's short, but thank you for still being there for me in 2010.

♥COLINKOH!

Rockstar, hello. First time writing a dedication to you uh? Officially know you thru shanghai trip, but a show is actually what that brought us to where we are now. My closest guy friend, for the longest time. To people, it may be just 2years but in this 2years it seems so long. Told you so many so many so many stuffs, until i can't even remember. Anything under the sun, how stupid and retarded, we still can chat over those. My best online chatting buddy for 2 years. Constantly chatting online for 2years, not easy. And, thank you for being my listening ears when i'm angry/down and need to complain/talk w someone. You never once complain when i rant, when others will. I'm satisfied just by that. Thanks chonghua! :)

♥XIJIAs!

MY GIRLIES! Knowing you guys only for 3months, real short. But i gotta say, it's AWESOME knowing you girls! :) It was never easy to make fan friends who'll treat each other nice and most importantly, being able to mix well together. JY&JQ guiding us along, teaching us what is right and wrong to say. XIER the search engine, wild imagination that gives idea! All in all, we got everything we need in our group like i always like to say. HAHAH, call me proud over my girls it's okay :D More to come girls, be it in the fandom world or not, I hope we'll always be like what we are now. Oh wait, we are going to improve and be better! :)

♥VESTIGE!

From cyber friends to real life friends, i never expected this! Got close to jh, jt &lyn especially. All our outings are about eating, talking nonsense and uhm... laughing at each other? HAHAHAHAH. Though we don't meet up often but every meet up we have, i treasure them. 2010 was a year that we met quite a number of problems, but i'm glad that most of them are all settled! I hope we'll maintain it this way! :)

And of course! My poly mates and emily! Gotta thanks my poly mates for making my poly life a better one since i really hate school. Also, thanks them for helping me out when i need them for school work!! 2 more years tgth, i hope we can all graduate together :) As for those who changed course, all the best for them too!!
And emily, everytime when it comes to you idk what to say. But whatever it is, thanks for still being there with me thru 2010! Knowing you because of xiaohai was a good thing :)

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FANDOM!

2010 was REALLY REALLY a year when i became more into fandom. In 2009, because of BBT and woo.com closing down i told myself i'm going to take a rest from my fandom world. I got myself more attached to other things but when 2010 came and ended, every changed back. I love BBT a lot, but them becoming a 4+2 is too much of a blow to me and I never thought i'll be so into fandom again.

♥MP!!!!
Came twice in 2months!! Mini concert and Singapore Hit Awards! My love for them grew so so so fast, faster than I even realized. Knew JQ&JY, got closer to xi er cause of them!

First trip, sept. Fell for them immediately the moment i saw them. They treat fans just like friends. Chatting, no problem. Great thing is, i really like their manager. She's REALLY nice.
Group photo taken tgth w them, thanks MP &their manager :)
Thanks 嘎 for 不能說的秘密。

Second trip, oct. Chased. 18 hours, worth.
Thanks 鼓鼓 for remembering me and THAT particular photo with my present on him :)
Thanks 雷堡 for playing with us :)
Thanks 凱 for the hilarious conversations we all had tgth :)
Thanks 嘎 for wearing that shirt and the photos :)

All in all, MP is fabulous. They became my prior for all they have done to us, how they treated us. I remember everything.

♥棒棒堂/LOLLIPOP F!!!
Didn't come to SG at all, but i still love them very very much. From bbt to bbt f, really disappointed but whatever it is i still support them all. They were the very first group why i became a fangirl, and they let me know they treasure their fans A LOT. They work very hard for everything they want, their dream. They let me know that w/o fans, idols are nothing. These were some reasons, why i love them so much. They have so much in them that makes me love them from the beginning, it's been 3years+ :)

♥FUN4!!
Came in sept! Make me realize that i actually like bands. They are young, and talented. &because of them, i learnt to make my own LED boards after they went back!
Thanks fun4 for signing on our basic boards.
Thanks YXY for reading my letter and replying online.
Thanks for taking the photo of our basic boards too :)

After a whole year, they became my top 3 priors. If you realize, it's all groups. When bbt "disband" i told myself don't fall for groups anymore, but i failed. hah.

MP, fun4, 小鬼, 丁噹, 楊丞琳 are not people i see from the tv anymore :) I saw them real, and near. And, i really gotta thank 丁噹 because w/o her help i wouldn't have got the chance to take a photo tgth w MP. She make me goes "awwww" when she did that. Kindness &helpfulness in her, even though I'm not her fan. She knew but she helped ♥

On a side note, though I'm not a kpop girl but in 2010 I saw 2AM, JYJ, SHINee &U-kiss :) If I were to choose a group among kpop, it's 2AM. Why? Because i love ballad, that's why i went to see them. Freaking impressed by their voice, who wouldn't? I wnar hear 2AM sing again.

That's all for 2010! MP, BBT/BBT F, FUN4!!
They are real :)

BKK trip Day 2, 3 &4.

2010-12-28T21:48:00.005+08:00

Here to update~ Hmm... wanted to update ytd night but the connection was shitty so yep i'm doing it now! Didn't do much today, went out for lunch and fish spa then come back and rest alrd~

DAY 2

Went to MBK! Not much girl's apparels for me so just walked around for a lil while. After that went up to look for casings/housings! Those BB housings there really make me WOW, so many colours!!!!

Prolly that will be the only reason why i'll like a BB? cause can change the housing! hahahah. PIX!

Now you see what i meant? hahahah.

Got my iphone a change! Mine's the one on the right w a red bumper!

From the back, my iphone looks like a toy. HAHAHAH. my iphone cooler than yours :D

Saw LOTS of spongebob everywhere i go! Reminds me of my boy :(

HELIUM BALLOONS!!! (L)

After MBK, went for din and that pretty up sum up my day! Really boring i know.

DAY 3

Ate A&W for lunch!!! Singapore sucks for not having A&W because i like! :>

Left my cam w my bro the previous night and didn't get to bring it out! Luckily i didn't because all i did was SHOP!! I shopped for a total of at least 5hours, 2-7pm! After that went to eat at jap restaurant and did some shopping again!

Anyho, i shopped tgth w my bro's thai friend! Really awesome cause everything i buy got discount :D And everything's so cheap! i wnar go there again before i return to sg!

Some of my loots for that day! Yeah, some only. still got more!!

DAY 4

Went to Siam area! Their paragon there is really (Y). Anyho, if you guys ever go to Siam sq at BKK, definitely got to try the HK noodles!(if you can find, cause idk how to go also) It's near etude house and if you see swensens can see HK noodle alrd! :)

Their wanton is really HUGE and nice! Love it very much! :B After lunch went to paragon &look at all the branded. Obviously didn't get anything! After that shopped at siam sq w bro's friend(not thai) while my bro came back to the hotel and rest.(FYI, they club every single night here)

Had dinner tgth w my bro's friend dad! His dad stays in bkk cause of work, cool much! Shark fin, crab &roasted pig for din!! awesomeeeeeeee, thanks uncle! ^^

Look who i saw while i was in the cab! :D

So pretty lor the etude house there! (anw HK noodles is between that lane!)

Holika Holika Yonghwa~! HAHAHAH. it's opposite HK noodles!!

That's a fake statue, but looks damn real!!

Curry crab!

KKK sums up my day 2, 3 &4. Shall call for room service, it's my din time!! :D

BKK trip day 1 &Merry Christmas! :)

2010-12-25T00:48:00.005+08:00

Since I'm really really bored in the hotel all alone, i decided to update my blog over here at BKK! :) Okay, yes i have the room all by myself and my brothers and his friends all went out to club so yeah i'm alone!

SO....

Met BFFs at T3 for brunch! Popeyes! :) And, thanks yeobo for the koi!! Ate, slacked arnd and headed to T2 and waited for my bro then checked in! THANKS BFFs FOR SENDING ME OFF! (L)

After that went in to shop at Duty-Free w my bro :) Looked at the perfumes and got myself a new one! Spent like 116$ even before boarding the plane, gosh. I foresee my next 9days here~ LOL. Then.. headed to gucci. (w my bro = branded) Hella shouldn't have entered gucci, saw a bag that i kinda like! it's 1149$ -_- And my bro... got himself a belt @ 500+$. GOSH.

Oh, short story! Was paying for my perfume and bro alrd went to gucci so...
Sales woman: Where are you guys going?
Me: Bangkok.
She: Oh... going there for a honeymoon?
Me: Huh? hahahah, he's my brother!
She: *gives a shock expression* oh! i thought he's your husband. hahahah.
Hah, retarded much!

Was like rushing for time and didn't have enough time to look at agnes b :( I really like their bags lor!! Sian no money no talk. After that went for boarding alrd~ 2hours+ flight and reached BKK!

Got out and met my other bro and friends. Decided to take train cause heavy traffic! Their train "tix" so cute, it's a token!

There's like a total of 8 of us! Took train to some idk what station then took a cab to our hotel! At the hotel lobby while waiting for the rest to reach since my bro and terrence(bro's friend) were the first to take the cab.

CAMWHOREEEE WHILE WAITING HAHAHA :/

Nearest to cam: My 3rd bro, 2nd bro, terrence and then me! :)

Xmas tree @ the lobby. hahah.

ELEPHANTS!!!!!! :) :)

Room service!

Rightz, that's all for now! Shall update again if i have time tmrw :) Merry Xmas to y'all! And Happy Birthday 嘎嘎! (L)

HAPPY NEW YEAR 這個讚！

2010-12-17T23:16:00.001+08:00

:) :) :)

My bkk trip is extended by 2days, which means i'll be in bkk during xmas and NY! 10days and 9nights, idk how i'm going to survive the nights alone but well~ Still looking forward to my trip! I haven't travel for a real holiday in 2years alrd!

Tonight is a great great night. Thank you ga, thank you one of the 4boys who viewed!

Spongebob.

2010-12-08T13:59:00.004+08:00

Credits 鼓鼓 :)

So... I'm blogging in school. Having eng materials now, boring to the maximummmmmmmm! I so so so wnar go home. Anyho, CT is just next week and yes I'm totally unprepared. I'm gnar go even more badly this sem, well~

But after CT, it's 2weeks breakkkkkkkkk! :D So excited to go bkk on the 2nd week of my break and i'm gnar be there for new year! Oh my, i can't wait! Shopping and shopping, bro said he's gnar bring me to the theme park there! <3

Happy 18th, Jinghui! :D

2010-11-30T02:09:00.002+08:00

4years since i know you alrd uh? It's amazing how we got to know each other! &&Now you're legal alrd, happy righttttt! :) It's gnar be my turn next year, heh! Enjoy you day okay? LOVE YOU! <3

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Life's as boring as ever. CT coming in 2 weeks, i'm not even prepared! Yes, not a single bit! I've no idea what is what and I'm failing my tests. My GPA is gnar just be like shit, just like the previous sem or even worse than that.

Oh well, nothing much to expect~ I just hope I'll manage to pass all my modules so I won't have to retake! :) Soooooo looking forward for dec break, bkk! heh.

Gnar go have my rest now, it's getting late i need my sleep! Nights :)

♥ OH GREAT!

2010-11-21T14:33:00.004+08:00

Suddenly feel like updating this abandoned space, so here I am! :)

School still sucks as usual, I'm only looking forward for my 2weeks dec break! I'm gnar go BKK and get my short runaway from SG! Leaving this boring place makes me excited and happy, what's more is i can shop like mad at BKK! everything's so cheapppppp! :D

Maybe i should update this space more? hahahah, okay la if i have the time and i feel like it i'll come! I'd update more at my W though, if you find it then i count you lucky!

Anyho, life's been pretty good other than school life. I'm missing those boys already, hell yeah. It's a boring sunday, I'm going to find something to do for now! Till then!

p/s: decided to place my cbox back since i finally remembered my pw for it, LOL. It's dead, i know :/

魔幻力量!

2010-11-01T17:44:00.003+08:00

Dear boys, thanks for your acknowledgment! Really appreciated it :)

&Once more, congratulations on getting that award! You guys deserve it!
I'm waiting for the day when you guys are coming here again. Misses.

Oh yeah.

2010-10-28T00:39:00.001+08:00

36more hours my dears! love youuuuu (L)

Happiness.

2010-09-20T07:42:00.003+08:00

Even though words are able to describe all that I'm feeling now, but one word is enough. And that's the word on my post's title! :>

FUN4, MagicPower, Alien &Ding Dang. Their live performances are really really awesome! Didn't regret going for their mini concerts. I'd love to see them coming back to singapore again.

I always thought I'd regret being a fangirl but i'm really sure now that I will not, never. Though the happiness only come when they're here and the interactions w them, but it's all worth when they remember.

P/s: One thing to always remember, learn to control. When being a fangirl or when being my normal self. One of the most important factor ever.

★愛讓人受傷。

2010-09-02T00:03:00.002+08:00

So true isn't it?

Anyho, exams are here. My paper is in 9hours time, gosh. Hope i'll do well for all my papers and pass all the modules! I'd be more than happy by then.

Other than exams, the best thing about friday and my weekend is that xiaogui's coming again! I'm so excited to see him, ahhhhhhhhhh!!! Though I'm not planning to attend all events due to exams, but i hope he'll have fun! :) :)

Rightz, I'm gng to head to bed soon. Ciao! ~

Revival.

2010-08-26T05:26:00.003+08:00

(Credits HHS aka XG.)

Decided to revive my blog, for what? I don't exactly know, but i just feel like it :)
Though I might not be blogging often, but it's okay!

Maybe i'll just post up some photos time to time when i feel like it. Photos are much better than words uh? :D

來不及說的秘密就是我愛你。

2010-07-28T23:10:00.001+08:00

The moon is so pretty :)

I hope one day, you know and will understand.

Seventeen.

2010-07-25T03:36:00.002+08:00

주신정's food was awesome, make me miss korea so much! :( Ate tgth w my family, but it's a pity they don't really like it!

Lazy to elaborate, but still, i feel really glad to have a great bunch of friends around me! <3 It's really good to have them around :D

Title-less.

2010-06-24T21:18:00.002+08:00

Great, totally dead blog over here. It's been long ever since i logged in and enter this posting page! Been very busy throughout my holidays, w different activities almost every single day.

So, school's starting in another 3days. I dread for school, i hate poly life for being so hectic. I hate all the projs that are assigned to us :(

Wasted hell lots of money this month due to all the birthday presents &shopping! Really gotta start saving up during july, and i don't think i'll be celebrating my birthday too :) Prolly just a simple dinner? hah.

Am gng shopping w twinneh tmrw! Ages since i went to haji lane, suddenly craving for pluck's ice-cream too! Shall go have it tmrw :D

Gnar end abruptly, like now. Blog again soon!

羅志祥新加坡站-舞法舞天演唱會好看慘了!!!

2010-05-23T14:44:00.003+08:00

He's so hot, ain't he? :) Just like my post title, the concert was really really awesome! For those who didn't go, it's such a pity! :B

I'm waiting for 新加坡站-舞法舞天演唱會 PART 2, he said he would come again :> I'll wait, and i'll go (L)

Byeee :)

★414 :)

2010-04-14T00:15:00.004+08:00

Happy 18th Birthday Wanyee hubby! :D

I'll see you at the chalet later okay!!! We'll have fun tgth yep!
Love youuuuuuuuuuu, (K)(L)

邱勝翊 21嵗生日快樂！

我想跟你說的，你應該會看到吧所以不會再寫多一次了。
愛你哦~~ 哈哈！

Right, i'm just here to wish my 2 hubbies. Nothing much, maybe i'll blog when i come back from wy's birthday chalet :) Toodles~

最難過是笑著面對。

2010-04-06T18:43:00.002+08:00

This is declared dead yo :D 13 more days till school start, omg i can't believe it :( Idw sku to start, sucks ttm. I decided not to go for the camp, hope it's not a bad choice :(

Okay, i realized that idk what i should blog about at this space anymore. It's like a stranger to me, so weird.

Mehhhhhhhhhhhh, i'm stuck cause there's really nothing to blog about :S

I just hope that i can finish things i have to do in time!! Running short of time short of time. Before sku start, there's many many things to be busy about. Yep, that's right :)

Toodles.

Vestige!

2010-03-23T00:55:00.002+08:00

Had fun @the chalet w those people! Jingting, fik, lyn, christine, justin, kc, naz, wh, yj &shirlee(bimb)! So much laughter during the chalet, i like! Though we got complaint by some noob auntie, but overall it's still an enjoyable time w them :)

Those guys can be REALLY irritating at times, but it's still nice to have them around! Really hope to have another outing soon, heh! &hope that the next outing ziq will be able to attend! Too bad he got stuck in camp during the chalet!

Lazy to elaborate any further, all i know is the chalet was really enjoyable. 8rounds of sleep! hah. Just a few photos, lazy to upload everything and i look screwed up.

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Went out w kw to shop arnd today. Got my nails done, trimmed my hair like finally! :) Okay, imma really lazy girl so won't elaborate anymore.

Blog again soon, toodles!

Trendfollower, TF is you :D

2010-03-15T23:25:00.004+08:00

Yes i know, my blog is dead. But why care why I don't? Hah, i pretty much love my new space though :) Anw, TF has officially reached my limits. They're the worse people I've ever seen, so disrespectful, disgraceful and disgusting.

E! awards was totally screwed up by TF. Leaving right after SHINee's perf, how great was that? Lol. Just think about it, how bad SHINee + other artistes will feel is enough. But what's more? Let me tell you, SG's name is spoilt for having wonderful "fans". Ohoh, fat hope people will feel happy coming over here any more la hor ^^

Luckily, cpop is still very safe so far. I very much wish that the trend will NOT come back to CPOP, or it's just the end. Oh well, I'm not as angry as that day alrd so nothing much more to complain about~

But, i was really happy for the 3 days when 鬼 was here! I was smiling almost the whole time when he was here, really. He was awesome, live perf great and all. But sadly, i'll not post up ANY videos/pictures here. Too bad.

For those who wnar see pictures can ask me through msn though :) Cause i doubt there's any readers, so it's alright hor? hahah.

Abandoning this space again, i think i'll be shifting soon :) Don't bother looking, cause you won't be able to. Any other interesting things, i'll post it up here if i want to.

Till then,

How screw can life be?

2010-03-04T00:11:00.004+08:00

I'm giving up on to this space soon, prolly after i feel very much better i will come back :) Some photos taken the past few days!

Went to celebrate ck's birthday last friday! Heh, happy belated birthday! &thanks for the treat @ empire state :D Went to top one after dinner, from 9-1.39AM! Had fun w 4 the other guys :) Oh& there was actually 16people in total, the rest went for seesha.

Ck's birthday cake :)

Shared this split w hubby &dom :D

Left over banana!

Hugo boss perfume! :D

Got that perfume a few days back, when i went out w kw twinny. Bought it all of a sudden when we passed by the counter @ taka! Cause i said i wanted to go to kino &i just looked at the perfume and there goes my 90$!!!

But the promoter was pretty nice, so i think he successfully psycho-ed me. Was given free cosmetics pouch(which is so far useless for me, but it looks really pretty!!) &3 other mens fragrance sample! Gave the samples to my brother, then he said he wnar buy too. HAHAH.

Then, went to celebrate nel's birthday on tuesday :) Thanks for the treat @swensens too! Hope you had an awesome birthday, heh. Went to sing again after lunch @kbox till 7pm! 8$ for 4hours! (actually 5, but we went only around 3) After that, watch the guys eat &homed.

Rightz, other than that i rot at home every single day. Watching dramas or w/e i can do. &Yes, I'm not working alrd :) Oh &the enrollment stuffs are making me really pissed, timing TOTALLY crashed w the days that 鬼 are coming to sg!!!! >:@

I hope i'll be able to plan my time well or that's it to my enrollment and fun days when 鬼 is here. Urgh, gotta think of when to get my laptop, pay my fees, send my enrollment letters back, what to do when 鬼 is here &all the crap stuffs alrd.

Bye.

You never fit to be.

2010-02-24T00:25:00.002+08:00

Fml, i hate that feeling. Thanks to *, thanks for making my life like this, something that i don't even know.

Moment to remember.

2010-02-22T00:51:00.007+08:00

Yes, I've been back for quite a few days alrd. I was quite busy with other stuffs for the past few days, so didn't had time to blog. Or should i say, i'm just pure lazy :B Didn't take many photos back there, was too busy gambling, chatting with SOME of my cousins &playing mahjong!

Lazy to elaborate, photos here!

In the car, otw back :)

My lovely DM! heh.

Stuffed quite a number of snacks into my bag. (Cause i didn't sleep the night before i went to msia &was way too hungry)

My cute mixed jap blood nephew on the left! (idk whose that on the right, too many to remember)

Went to drink w my aunt &uncle on day 2 :)

Mad pretty flowers @ grandma's house!

My cousin &I! :D

Gamble gamble, hahah. I'm not involved in this though.

So, to sum up my trip back to msia it was not that bad :) I was initially losing 100RM for the first 2 days, but i won back that 100bucks + 90bucks on day 3!! Thanks to mahjong &blackjack! HEH, mad love :D

&then I went to my godma &dad's house otw back to sg! Ate dinner tgth w them, wanted to treat but they returned me the money -_- Actually i alrd pay for the bill lor, whalau!!!! Got a 200RM angpao from them :)

19th feb,
Went out w kw &pl to sort of celebrate kw's birthday! :D Met @Astons w pl, then kw came a little later. Ate there &everything, got cute guy also. HAHAH. Then we headed to fep to get our nails done!

After that went to shop around, got some stuffs from Ncore tgth w pl. Then, we headed to wilson's house immediately cause we're alrd late! Mahjong session @his house was quite fun. &After abandoning normal mahjong for 5years, i finally regain my memory of how to play it @wilson's house! (oh ya, just to say that the mahjong i always mention is not the normal mahjong most of you know how to play)

Started playing @about 8pm &left his house @1.30am!!!! Very very fun though i lose 2.90$ &i cabbed home -_- the cab fare was 9.60$ la, fml :(

Kkkk, just a few photos of the dinner pl, kw &I ate!

Yes, it's korean bbq.

Awesome food! :D

20th feb,
Had steamboat @my house! Invited kw, em, cass, dom, les &Baby over! It was a blast man, omg i love it. This is the first time that I have my friends all the way till 3.30am!! &what we did was play mahjong(not the normal one) again!!! Okay, actually it's call lar-mee la. Weird name, i know but who cares!

Em left @10pm, then les left @11+pm &follow by cass who left around 1am? BB came only around 9+pm i think! hahah, missed her so much! So, the 4 of us played till 3.30am so damn fun omg. I want mahjong/larmee session again!

I won around 10bux! Heh, happy happy~ Oh &i hope to meet BB again soon cause i didn't even get to tell her what i wanted to!!! So many things to say, rar.

Rightz, i'm gng to here! Gnar re-watch mfbbt to find back the good old times i loved when all 20boys are there tgth w fanfan because wahsbbt really sucks. &mfbbt truely makes me laugh a lot, heh. Toodles!

P/s: I think i'm jobless soon! LOL.

CNY &Vday.

2010-02-14T03:09:00.003+08:00

Well, my CNY started wrongly from the start of the reunion dinner. I may seem to have fun, but no it's not at all. It's totally screwed up, and I think it's too personal to be mentioned here. Fucked up.

&Every time i think about that problem, i'll have tears in my eyes. I hate that, seriously. People say, CNY must be happy what can get Angpaos. So what? It's only money, it doesn't bring you happiness does it? (well, maybe it does but not for long)

Oh &Vday, is like erm nothing at all. Every year it's the same thing, retard. And you're not here with me.

I hope going to Msia is a correct choice, and that it'll calm me down and not think so much. I wonder how it'll be like to see my cousins because i rarely talk to them. I think most probably, i'll just die of boredom there together with my itouch.

I just pray that things will get better, really. It's not supposed to be like that, fml. I need to talk to my noob baby soon or i'll just have to live on with a terrible feeling. Sucks, bye.

Adding on...

2010-02-10T01:41:00.004+08:00

Fave pic of the six in the book :)

Collected my six's 寫真 + EP alrd! :D Very proud to say that it's really awesome!!! 18bucks only, teehee. (L) woo-ers big time, thou it's closing down soon. But thanks to all the friendly &nice woo-ers, there will be a new one so I'm feeling quite glad!!

Met cass &em to collect the album, then we went to eat @ tw cafe!! Had an awesome chat there, i like i like :D Okay, lazy to elaborate alrd here are the photos!

Cover page, back page.

Awesome signatures! babyQ, dog &ahwei's signature with ♥!! BIG LOVE, thanks to meiping!! she's very nice, heheh.The disc :)My babyQ~~ Aw, mad love :$Their "letters" for us, fans! (L)Omo, I'm hungry :B

Right, ending here. Blog again soon. I gotta work for 3 full days, i wonder if I'll die of tiredness. LOL, crap k bye.

放不下。

2010-02-04T23:34:00.003+08:00

Leading a boring life now, and i dislike it!!! :( I'm looking forward to CNY, angbaos angbaos and more angbaos please teehee ^^ Any ho, I'm going back to msia during CNY for 4/5 days. Hope I'll have fun, mahjong mahjong omg! :D Then steamboat @ home when I'm back! Cannot wait to see babyAng!

Few days back i met JIAJIA!!! Omg it's been damn long since I've since her, catching up w her was quite fun! Study hard k jiajia! :D

&today, i met yongchinnnnnnnn! He came and look for me after he ended sku. I think never see him for about 1 year alrd lor! We always used to meet each other during xmas/new year eve! So, chatted with him for about 15-20mins &it was greattttt! :)

Imma go get iTouch tmrw, hopefully! Oh &I got the Stage lanyard last week, so pretty it's in red!! Happy happy, teehee. But after i get Touch I'm gnar go poor again -_- Bahhh, w/e! I think I'm going to work till mid march or smth, see how it goes!

Rightz, I'm going to watch some variety shows now! Ciao!! :D

搞糟了。

2010-01-31T01:41:00.003+08:00

I know it's quite slow to upload this MV, but it's really awesome! :) 鬼 looks so awesome and adorable inside! Seeing him smile totally melts my heart and smile widely! BabyQ has that special ability to do it too :D they are fab, teehee. (L)

你說過要陪我走到永遠，但發現你在敷衍。

2010-01-29T00:39:00.005+08:00

Went to eat @ donut factory with kw last week i think. Cannot remember alrd, it was fab :) Any ho, i went for my hair treatment yesterday like finally. But it makes my hair stink, wtfbbqihateit.

Got a 3days off. Gnar start work on Monday, @CWP. Wtfbbq, I feel like dying it's so faraway. Although i go there quite often, but working is a everyday thing leh. Crap, i shall not complain since i get paid for working.

Any ho, good news is I'm getting my pay on monday!! :D oh& yet to return the stupid uniform &get my pay from my previous workplace!! Gnar do it soon, it's taking up space at home~ Luckily I'm getting my pay on Monday, running short of money alrd. Keep spending :(

Maybe i should get iTouch after receiving my pay, hmmmmmm... Should I or not?! Give me some response :( Ahhh, indecisive. Right, ending abruptly! Ciao~

Break.

2010-01-26T02:44:00.003+08:00

My blog is rather dead, no time for this space at all. Working almost everyday &busy with other stuffs when i come online. CNY is coming, which means I've to shop for new clothes but i cannot find any that i like. Bahhhhh~

Okay, I'm abandoning my blog again. Will find time to update this space soon. Oh &i hope my apparels i ordered online will come before CNY so i don't have to worry about what to wear anymore! :)

重修戀愛。

2010-01-15T01:52:00.003+08:00

Grabbed this from someone's blog, hah.

#1 When you break her heart, the pain never really goes away.
#2 When she misses you, she's hurting inside.
#3 When she says it's over, she still wants you to be hers
#4 When she walks away from you mad, follow her.
#5 When she stares at your mouth, kiss her.
#6 When she pushes or hits you, grab her tight & don't let her go.
#7 When she starts cursing at you, kiss her and tell her you love her.
#8 When she ignores you, give her your attention.
#9 When she pulls away, pull her back.
#10 When you see her at her worst, tell her she's beautiful.
#11 When you see her crying, just hold her and don't say a word.
#12 When you see her walking, sneak up and hug her waist from behind.
#13 When she's scared, protect her.
#14 When she lays her head on your shoulder, tilt her head up and kiss her.
#15 When she steals your favourite jacket, let her keep it and sleep with it for a night.
#16 When she teases you, tease her back and make her laugh.
#17 When she doesn't answer for a long time, reassure her that everything is okay.
#18 When she looks at you with doubt, back yourself up with the truth.
#19 When she says that she likes you, she really does more than you could understand.
#20 When she grabs your hands, hold hers and play with her fingers.
#21 When she bumps into you, bump into her back and make her laugh.
#22 When she tells you a secret, keep it safe and untold.
#23 When she looks at you in your eyes, don’t look away until she does.
#24 Stay on the phone with her even if she’s not saying anything.
#25 Don't let her have the last word.
#26 Don't call her hot, but gorgeous or beautiful is so much better.
#27 Say you love her more than she could ever love you.
#28 Argue that she is the best girl ever.
#29 When she's mad, hug her tight and don't let go.
#30 When she says she's OK, don’t believe it, talk to her about it, because 10 yrs later she'll still remember it.
#31 Call her at 12:00am on special occasions to tell her you love her.
#32 Call her before you sleep and after you wake up.
#33 Treat her like she's all that matters to you.
#34 Don't ignore her when she's out with you and your friends.
#35 Stay up all night with her when she's sick.
#36 Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think its stupid.
#37 Let her into your world.
#38 Let her wear your clothes.
#39 When she's bored and sad, hang out with her.
#40 Let her know she's important.
#41 Kiss her in the pouring rain.
#42 When she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is; "Who's ass am I kicking today baby?"
#43 After she reads this, she hopes one day you'd read it too.

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Yet to submit my JAE form, gnar do it soon. Before i go to sleep, that is. &Anw, i had a great time catching up with N today :) It's been so long since we've met! Hah, alright that's about it. Toodles~

NP, SP, TP?

2010-01-13T01:42:00.005+08:00

(Everything that is happening to them now is hitting me so hard idk what to say anymore. I almost teared reading up the news &dog's blog. News are bad, dog's is touching. Idk who to believe, but i want to maintain the trust &faith i had for them. I really pray that everything will turn out well, i cannot accept another heartbreak again. It's never easy to get over it, esp when people around me keep asking i heard bbt is *this and that*. But I tried &did my best to defend my boys because i know they can make it through. 3 years is neither short nor long, but enough for them. Stepping into their 4th year &i hope it'll be well for them. Hope 2010 won't be a disastress one for them &me. I love the six, my boys.)

I've no idea what course to take. Seriously, choosing a course is even more stressful than taking O's. If i were to choose i rather study for O's than choose a course. So troublesome and stressful and so many things to consider about.

Have to worry if i'll lost interest &all the nuisance problems coming up. Omgz, totally feel like dying -_- Wl, i hate this wtf. But luckily there's quite a few of my poly friends are helping my out :D Kkk, i need to stop ranting cause i feel like a madgirl which likes to rant all the time. (okay, i know i do all the time la shut up)

Okay anw, I've changed my job if you guys didn't know. (Did i blog about it? Omg, i'm so forgetful.) Better pay and my boss is quite good so far :) Hope he can quickly put me as full time, so i can earn more teehee.

&聼說 is an awesome movie! Everyone quickly go and watch okay, (Y)! I'm spending a lot recently that i don't even know where i spend them and how much I'm left with. Cause i keep some cash with me &some in the bank. Then sometimes i'll use NETS when i have no cash so I've no idea where my money goes to -_- But at least, i know i didn't use it on useless stuffs/impulsive buys :D

Alright, maybe i should turn in soon. Have to work later, then need to wake up @ 8.30AM. But well, i'm used to it. Blog again soon, toodles.

Embrace Dilemma.

2010-01-08T00:46:00.005+08:00

Thanks Em for the 七彩棒棒糖! Me like it, very yummy! hahah. Shall make a short summary of this week!

Went to WWW on Monday with Em, Cass &kw. Had lots of fun! &Ate at sakae for dinner, yumz :D
OT on Tues, so nothing much!
Worked morning shift on wed, met kw after work. Went for dinner @Korea restaurant, not bad not bad! Also very worth the price :) Imma happy girl after eating there, HAHAH. Bought a new pair of shoes when kw was the one looking for one, Zzz. Sinful much, but i will not abandon my lovely DM :B
Worked late shift on Thursday, nothing much. Went for interview during my break time, and the boss didn't even ask anything about having experience or not. He just hired me &told me about the job scape, hahah! $6/hr &still got com if able to hit target! :D

That's all so far, meeting kw again later for movie! Gnar watch 聽説 which i assume it will be very nice :) Kay, me want to watch BFB &go to sleep alrd! Ending off with my new pair of shoes! Hah, ciao!

Specially for love.

2010-01-01T21:00:00.010+08:00

2009 was neither too good nor bad, but i have to admit there's so many more bad things happening than good ones for me. Sometimes i wonder why is it me whose in all those nuisance problem, but it's always during those times when i came to realize whose always there when i needed them :)

BabyAng,

Thanks for always picking me up when I fall, really. Although it's only a short 2years(going 3) we got to know each other, but it's amazing how we turned out to be now. You're always able to know what I'm thinking about, giving me advices when i needed them so much. Like i always said, i never regret know you :) Let's meet up soon okay when we both have off okay? I miss you, stop spending so much time w your love &把我冷凍結冰了。I know you understand what i mean right? Hahah. (L)

Kahwai,

Not very long, just one year but we've been that close just because of that Korea trip :) Although we rarely have h2h talks, but when i say something different you will know how i feel. When I'm about to cry, you know it too.Hahah . The K-pop you &C-pop me, keep influencing me w K-pop. But, better than trend followers, ahem. &We said we'll travel overseastgth again, must fulfill that okay? (L)

Wanyee hubby,

You're just a like elder sister to me, always lending me yours ears and hear me rant. We rarely have time for each other, because of your school hours and mine. &most of the time we meet, it's together w the guys. But it isn't that bad, because the guys will make a atmosphere sometimes.Idk how long &well our f/s will be, but let's try our best to maintain it. (L)

Hubby &co,

When you guys are around, they will be lots of laughter :) Although there's some incident &misunderstanding, but i know it can be overcome right? So sorry i didn't join you guys for the countdown, but there's more outing to come uh? I really enjoyed times w you guys(but not when you guys take a long time to decide smth), HAHAH. Thanks for bringing the laughter :) (L)

Family,

Each year goes by &the relationship between me& my brothers get better. That's what i love about my family, because I've awesome yet irritating brothers and parents. Sometimes i really dislike them when I'm angry, but they still mean a lot to me. W/o their support, I won't be able to get so far. I really got to say I'm quite satisfied like this, with my family. (L)

&Also not leaving out Jinghui, Pearlyn, Jingting, Colin, Alicia, yongchin &Emily. They also played little part of year 09 for me. Although I lost a few of my friends, but they filled up the space when I'm feeling empty and insecure. Thanks a lot dearies.

Actually there's still a few people i wnar thank, but base on the situation now I don't think it's necessary anymore. Hope they are doing fine now though :) Many ups &downs in 09, quarreling with people i don't wished to &ended up being strangers now. But it has already happened, i cannot do anything about it.

I really really hope 2010 can get better, not worse. Once again, happy 2010 to those who are reading this :)

Happy 2010! :)

2010-01-01T00:43:00.004+08:00

Didn't went to countdown with hubby &co, was too tired and working early shift tmrw. So yep, decided not to join them. 1st time never join hubby for countdown, after 3years. Lol.

Any ho, i collected my pay. I feel damn freaking sad, cause it's damn little as my OT pay will be charged to my next month's pay. Then, deducted CPF and left with damn little money :(

Shall not expose my loser pay, yucks. Imma change job soon, cause the pay really make me damn pissed off. Might be joining kw since her boss pay better, at the very least. Yes, that's that :) Oh &although my pay very little ttm, I'm still a filial girl and gave mom 100$ &return her the 50$ i borrowed.

100$ very little la, but i have no choice my pay really........... ttm. Kayz, shall stop complaining because since i collected my pay i didn't stop :/

Have to rest soon, working tmrw. Shall discuss about resigning to my sup tmrw, toodles! :D

(New year resolution? Never thought about it because most of the time i won't fulfil it. Shall post up dedications if possible when i reach home after work though.)

你不在的時候。

2009-12-30T22:15:00.004+08:00

I think mom's not coming home tonight lor!!! Cheat my feeling, tsk. My 2nd &3rd brother went to BKK, throw me at home :( I think dad went overseas again, which means no one will come home tonight!!

Any ho, getting my pay in 7days!! I C.A.N.N.O.T WAIT! I'm looking forward to eat w KW after I get my pay!! &I don't think I'm going to countdown for new year tmrw, don't feel like lor. Anyone wants to join me? HAHAH.

&kinda sad cause my colleague from ettusais is going to their bugis outlet for 2months!! Which means I won't get to see her anymore, walau. (Most probably, cause by feb i alrd quiting!) She's very nice lor!! Always give me things like this..

I know la, all sample free one ma. But at least, she's nice enough to give! She even teach me how to use, cause the noob me knows nothing! I like their ance cream, amazingly good :) &i like the bottle, all so small and cute!!! :B

I think I wnar sleep soon, tmrw OT &there's nothing much to do :(

P/s: Should i get iTouch?! There's only one thing i hate bought apple stuffs &that is all must use iTunes one!!! TSK. But, other than that still okay. Omg, should i get?!

來不及說的話。

2009-12-30T00:09:00.004+08:00

I'm back here again :) Went out w Em on Monday, was quite fun. We've non-stop convo! Hahah, talkative much. I cannot really remember what we chat 'bout/what happened. I only remember things that happened in Ncore! LOL.

Was very lucky that day, because I saw the boss of Ncore(which is Li Teng if you dk)!!! &I swear he was damn nice! He helped me a lot when i was there, hahah so lucky! Spent very very long inside, bought my jacket/windbreaker like finally!!

It's mad chio mad chio mad chio, omgomg. But I've yet to take a photo of it, shall upload one if i wear it anytime soon! :D I still think LT is damn nice, omg. When i asked the shopkeeper question he answered me immediately, LOL. &the shopkeeper like nothing to say. HAHAHAH.

Kay, i shall stop about the LT thingy! :B So, i went to look for KW again(yes, i visited her before i went to Ncore) after i had dinner w em cause she wanted to look at the jacket! Home-d around 9pm.

Any ho, I'm home alone tonight again. Dad & 3rd bro not home yet, 2nd bro went to HK, mom &eldest bro went to Msia!! But luckily, mom's coming home tmrw!! I hate to do the laundry work, sucks ttm yo.

&I just return home not long ago from "dinner" with D &CK. I still feel so freaking full :( Tmrw working again, ahhhh. Ending abruptly, bye!

I pray that my boys will be fine, I can't take it anymore. Bad news coming in again &again, making me more worried than I'm supposed to. That cannot be happening, please.

思念。

2009-12-27T22:43:00.003+08:00

I'm very bored, so I came and blog. My blog is so dead, nobody read my blog one lor! Maybe I should close my blog or something, since it's somewhat dead. Hah. I've got so many things to say, but too lazy to type.

Anyho, xmas was a rather simple one for me :) Didn't countdown @town, went to wanyee's house house instead. But before that, i met kw! She gave me a dumbo for my xmas pressie, when i got nothing for her :/

That dumbo is so cute!!!! Omg, like uber cute! AHAHAHAH. I love it, teehee. Thanks so much my dear girl! :D

Kw went for work around 4.30pm, then i headed to DG to meet my hubby. Walked to cathay, queued for astons &waited for the guys to come. The queue was so freaking long after us, luckily we went early :)

Slowly, the guys all came. Ate till around 7, then walked to cine for our movie. Caught Alvin &the Chipmunks! It wasn't as good as i thought it would be, kinda boring. 2.5 stars! Rather disappointing.

After the movie, headed to wanyee's house! Saw cute little candy, omgggggg! At first damn scare of her, but after awhile dare to carry her already ^^ She's so cute!! Used comp @her house, then went to eat macs.

The guys played card monopoly, while i played with candy. Headed home around 2am, cabbed. So expensive! :( my $$ fly away again, i need pay day soon! I'm really short of cash, keep withdrawing money. I hate that, 3digits!!! #$@%#$^@#%^$#

Imma meet em tmrw. Gnar go for a health checkup, then meet her :) Hope i'll have fun tmrw! Toodles! (L)

Random photos ahead :)

Prayers.

2009-12-23T01:32:00.004+08:00

I pray that dad will be fine, he must be.
&I met someone that gave me a special feeling, why? I want to get rid of it.

怕太超現實的快樂，只是你借給我的。

2009-12-22T02:01:00.002+08:00

I need a haircut.
I need new shorts.
I want new flipflops.
I want payday, cashless soon.
I want to go to taiwan, freak.
I want to go to BKK.
I want to go shopping.
I want to watch chipmunks &chipettes.
I want to eat, very hungry.

愛他們的原因，說不完。

2009-12-15T02:41:00.002+08:00

I love my boys, the six of them :) GZ concert ended well, but my stupid babyQ actually forgot the lyrics. How stupid can he be? Hah, love him still. Next up, Beijing concert on xmas. Hope it goes well too, (L)

敖犬是王子當天的公主，成了演唱會的焦點。他們，真的很棒。

淚流在心裏，學著放棄。

2009-12-08T02:15:00.005+08:00

My blog is dead, hahah. I'm so busy working &everyday i come home, i'll be lazy to blog! Then i'll also be very busy online checking out all the shows, blogs, forums &wretch(smth like blog, but more for twnese)!

I'm pretty glad my baby boys are doing fine now, hope their upcoming concert on 12/12 will be good! Then i'll have many many vids to watch ^^ 鬼's album also coming out soon, i think i'm only going to buy his album if he comes to sg! Micky got a new haircut, which makes him look older, but still as adorable when he smile :)

There's work later, late shift. I hate it, cause there will be extend hours cause xmas is nearing. DAMN IT :( But lucky, there's OT money to earn!! Oh, i collected my pay just now. Pathetic, only 4days pay!! Which is only hundred plus, then i gave my mom 50$ &left w not much to spend! :( (Plus i banked in another 50$)

In fact, I'm spending more than I'm earning recently!! Bahhhhhhh. But good thing is, I've decided not to get the MP3 &jacket alrd!! :D Cause after thinking for a long time, I felt that it's a waste of money. &Now, have to wait till next month 7th to get pay again, booo.

It's getting late, 2.22AM alrd. I wnar go sleep alrd! Toodles.

你只要偶爾的想起我，這樣就夠了。

2009-12-02T20:45:00.004+08:00

Hi, can you see my DM? ^^ Muahz, i love it!

Playing Jubeat! GOT MY BABYS' SONGS, 哪裏怕!! Omg, i'm like damn happy when playing that song! HEHEHEH. (L)

Happy 17th Birthday, JingHui!! ♥

2009-11-30T23:34:00.005+08:00

Had a great day with JH, lyn, jt, fik, ziq &naz! Went to surprise jh @PS &got her a build a bear :D
She was damn happy &acted like some small kiddo, keep talking to the bear somemore!! Madz. hahah.

Cabbed down to DTE &ate @hei sushi. Fik&naz was already waiting there, to surprise jh. Ziq came not long after we reached. &Obviously i didn't eat those sushi la, i ate udon and some other cooked stuffs. Was damn freaking full, but i like ^^

Then, we headed to Pasir Ris Park! It was so windy there &we stepped onto some fucking disgusting mud! :( Luckily i brought tissues, else my DM will be damn disgusting. We surprised ziq over there!!

It was hilarious because ziq thought we're singing birthday song for jh, but actually it's him. &he brought his own birthday cake some more! hahah. He was damn surprised when we did that &his expression was super funny.

Quickly left the place &went to take some neoprints with the girls! So long since i last did that, heheh. The NP are so chio, wait for jt to scan in &send me then i upload ^^ After that jh left with her other group of friends :(

So, the rest of us played for awhile in the arcade. Went to fairprice for some grocery shopping &they walked me to the mrt station! Sweet. Reached home around 10.30pm. Gnar meet them 2weeks later &go to WWW!!!! Omg yayz, i cannot wait :D

PHOTOS!

Fail shot 1. (Wrong function used.)

Fail shot 2. (naz &ziq fault!!)

Fail shot 3, LOL. (naz fault)

Blog again soon! Gnar chiong Autumn's Concerto now &quickly go to sleep! Morning shift tmrw :(

270th.

2009-11-24T23:04:00.002+08:00

Few days since i last blogged, i think i'm gnar let this space rot soon. So lazy to update. hahah. Anyho, i've been stuck at home these few days since everyone is busy~ Some working &some schooling~

But this ain't gnar continue, because i found my job alrd. Gnar start working on thursday, tgth w lessyANG. yay, we're gnar stick tgth for as long. (K) HAHAH. I think i'm mad, omgz. I'm starting to type nonsense again.

So, these few days other than watching drama/shows all day long i did nothing much. Oh, i keep visiting forum too, my baby's one of course :B

Getting boring, shall blog again soon. Toodles.

愛，只有簡單筆畫，卻比相像中複雜。

2009-11-21T13:34:00.003+08:00

(I hope the little fucker will leave my boys alone. Like c'mon, they didn't do anything bad to you right? &my boys are trying their best to prepare for their upcoming concert so fucking hell leave them alone. Prank calls &disturbing other fans of theirs or sell fake tix? Please la, fuck off seriously. You're just making them more pissed off &leave them alone to prepare for their concert!! If you're even a fan, it's getting too much so just fuck off. Stop hurting them, URGH FUCK. I curse that little fucker to die, nbnbnbnb!!!!)

Talking about that makes me very pissed! But shall put that aside, because i think today will be a good day! :D Gnar meet hubby later for dinner, chingyung is gnar be the chef! Gnar support him, since he working as a chef for only a few days. &I also wanted to try his cookery skills long ago :D

&&&i got a call today!! Finally got my job, oh yeah baby. Like super duper happy! Gnar work tgth w LessyANG, if i'm not wrong since we both got selected. Yay, like damn happy only (Y) Starting work on 26th!

Right, still long before i meet hubby. Idk what to do now &idk if i should buy a pair of new black shoes! Shall think about it again later~ Imma find things to do alrd, toodles!

Cancerian.

2009-11-20T17:57:00.004+08:00

I was reading this in FB.

Expect things to come to a head today, Cancer. It seems that in the midst of some climactic event, while everyone is losing it, you manage to keep your head on straight. This is a dramatic release that's been building up for awhile. You are likely to be surrounded by a lot of drama. As long as you manage to keep your temper or say something that you have cause to regret later, you will develop a very strong ally today. Emotions are at a high, so stay away from gambling and financial transactions.

"Surrounded by a lot of drama." HAHAH. Nice one. Okay, imma watch more drama. HAHAH. TOODLES.

Tsk, bad.

2009-11-20T02:49:00.006+08:00

Job hunt again just now in the noon. Then LessyANG came to my house for dinner and we played with my nail polish :D She left around 9, sent her to the bus stop. The rain SUCKS, but overall i had a good day with her. H2H TALK (L)

Anw, i'm chatting w D just now and this is how the convo goes... (Oh btw, cause i was feeling quite pc just now for idk what reason)

: ♥Jiawen! says (2:35 AM):
*nothing, rotting
*BAH I WANT THIS FEELING TO GO AWAY
*WTF IM GOING CRAZY
; DOMMY. says (2:36 AM):
*Waaa
*relax
: ♥Jiawen! says (2:37 AM):
*this feeling sucks, omg why is it here
*mad
; DOMMY. says (2:39 AM):
*Haha
*walk out of the corridor and breathe in some fresh air
: ♥Jiawen! says (2:39 AM):
*LOL.
*like mad la.
*later i jump down, LMAO
; DOMMY. says (2:40 AM):
*haha
*you jump down
*maybe i can hear the bang sound
: ♥Jiawen! says (2:41 AM):
*WTF.
*you want me to die is it
*TSK
; DOMMY. says (2:41 AM):
*NO LA
*kidding only
*LOL
*relax
: ♥Jiawen! says (2:41 AM):
*if i really jump down
*it's your fault
*LOL
; DOMMY. says (2:43 AM):
*LOL
*what so serious
*can think of jumping down one
: ♥Jiawen! says (2:44 AM):
*LOLOL
*SIAO THAT ONE JK LA
*I WILL NEVER JUMP
*AND HAVE NO COURAGE TO
*hmmmm, maybe i should blog this up
*LOLOL
; DOMMY. says (2:46 AM):
*LOL
*blog about you trying to commit suicide ah?
*haha
: ♥Jiawen! says (2:47 AM):
*no, blog about you never ask me dont jump and say maybe i can hear the bang sound.
*LOL WTF
*kk, nice one i should blog about this
; DOMMY. says (2:49 AM):
*LOL
*you blog lor
: ♥Jiawen! says (2:49 AM):
*k you say one ^^
; DOMMY. says (2:49 AM):
*then everyone will start laughing at you
*not me
: ♥Jiawen! says (2:49 AM):
*K NICE
*IDC ALSO
*LOL
; DOMMY. says (2:49 AM):
*yeah up to you
*LOL
*blog finish tell me
*i want to have a good laugh ^^

What an idiot la. If i really die i see he still will laugh anot!!!

Bah, i think i should go offline soon &watch my boys' concert dvd, it'll make me happier :D Toodles!

Lonely.

2009-11-18T04:01:00.005+08:00

Time check: 3.59AM.

I'm still not asleep, it's getting normal to me. I'm used to it. I'm mad. I'm like so despo for job, wtfz. Okay, actually I'm not one lor, but slowly all my friends got their job already. I think it's because i started hunting for job too late alrd :(

Bah, w/e shall not think so much. Hope they call me tmrw :) Must think positively, yes that's the way. LOL. wtf i'm like some retarded spamming my own blog. Idk wth i'm typing alrd, bah~

But anyho, even if they don't call i still have other places in mind to go. My friends are fab, they intro me so many jobs. LOL. I was wondering how is lessy's prom, bet it was a blast~ hahah.

I'm starting to stone, so bored! Everyone's sleeping alrd, then i'm still here typing nonsense. Bah, i shall get off this space now or i'll cont typing nonsense. TOODLES! :D

突然想愛你。

2009-11-15T00:58:00.003+08:00

Went &have dinner w hubby &co. Met dom @6.45pm then bused to cine tgth. Ate @BBQ Chicken again, yumz. I tried chicken cutlet today, not that bad. Was damn full, didn't even finish though that's my only meal. Hah.

After dinner, took a long time to decide where to go. Ended up @ion cause Kenny wanted to buy bread. Went to etude &bought nail polish, AGAIN. But it's chio, yellow colour! :D Oh &town is freaking crowded today for idk what reason!!

Those guys took like 348952734 hours to decide where to go next. At first decided to go marine barrage, then esplanade but we ended up @grand cathay and parklane. Slacked till 11.40pm, then bused home w dom &Ck.

Gnar watch drama again, heheh. Toodles! :)

明明還愛著，卻假裝不在意，說討厭。

2009-11-13T23:32:00.007+08:00

As planed, went to ktv with LessyANG. Ite, alicia &kw cannot make it so yep only the 2 of us! We had a fun time laughing &singing, love it! I woke up @8am lor &headed to bugis arnd 9+.

While waiting for kw to come, pl &jas saw me. I was like shock because i thought who will be @bugis early in the morning like 10am. So, chatted with them while waiting. When kw came, we tricked her that we are going to ktv tgth. LOL.

Then lessy came not long after. Ate macs, chatted then headed to ktv! Waited for it to open &requested to have a room next to pl &jas's. Sing sang sung from 11 to 5+pm, took a few photos and went to have early dinner with lessy.

Dined @yoshinoya :) Heart talk w her, I LIKE. Sometimes it's not easy to express and say something, because you just feel like keeping it to yourself. And, that's me. Okay, mad liaoz. After eating, homed!

I was so tired just now and straight after i shower, i fell asleep on my bed. It's been v. long since i slept so soundly, how i wish every single day is like that :(

Imma meet hubby &co tmrw, hope we'll have some photos taken! Got no nice photo with hubby one lor, tmrw must spam taking. HEHEH. I want to go watch shows alrd! Toodles!

Say hi to my DM! (with bouncing soles, and it's really bouncy.)

CHIO RIGHT! (L)

Hi lessy, i know you love me. (K)

Dr. Martens! :D

2009-11-12T23:38:00.004+08:00

Woke up @9 due to the noisiness of the renovation from my neighbour's and those people who came to my house to re-paint it. It's irritating ttm, where i can actually sleep till 10. So, got ready &went to meet kw for lunch(subway).

Trimmed my fringe, rained, went to dekra and shop. I bought a jumpers for 10$, the colour is very pretty i like! Milky colour, heheh. Then went to haji &bali to shop a little while waiting for jh. But both of us cannot resist the temptation of PLUCK so we went in &have ice cream! ^^

Jh came arnd 3 &kw went home. So, we headed to arab &look for crystals cause she needed it. Went textile centre &back to arab, lazy to elaborate! It was very tiring :( &we met a v. funny guy @haji's shop while waiting for kw to come and meet us again.

Walked to bugis (wtf torturing), trained to DG. Accompany Jh to subway for her "lunch" &we walked to orchard central for DM! (inserts thousands of hearts!!) Omg, i swear it's so chio so chio so chio &i finally got mine! :D

So, camho a little then headed to cineleisure. Shopped around &waited for jt, lyn &fik to come. They reached like 7 gng 8! I was super hungry by then! Dined @ BBQ Chicken, YUMZ (L) Chatted a lot while eating and left arnd 9 to camho @ OC(ochard central).

Homed around 10! It was seriously a very tiring day &my leg really hurt like nuts now. Stay at home for too long alrd, too long never shop for a day :/ It was not a problem for me before O's lor! Must slowly get used to it again, heheh.

Rightz, tmrw is KTV day with my dear LessyANG. I LOVE IT, SING SING SING YAYZ (K)(L). Shall blog again tmrw! Toodles :D

PLUCK!(L)

Ended!

2009-11-11T23:02:00.002+08:00

Hi Jiawen is a happy girl now, like really really happy ^^

So, went to FEP after my last paper with kw &pl. Ate calamari, walked around for a little &went to get our medicure! :D I got my nails in blue, kw in purple &pl in pink! It's colourful but i like.

Bump into alicia, jobelle &2other guys idk! Also bump in cy @ FEP, chatted a little and left. Pl went home after that, kw &I went to tangs to look for sister :) Chatted for quite awhile, and asked him about job stuffs! Thanks sister for all the job intro! :D

Headed to ion, walked around. Went etude, bought mask &nail polish! Nothing much @ ion actually, so headed to orchard central to look @ DM!! So chio so chio, omg imma get it tmrw yay.

Homed after looking at DM :) Fab day, i like. Tmrw is gnar be a fab day too i think! Meeting Kw for lunch, then get a haircut. After that meeting Jh to accompany her to arab street, and off to town! Yay, so well-planned. I'm happy when things are planned properly, esp when i'm going out. HAHAH (L)

Shitz, i'm super high. I should get off here now. Toodles!! Blog again tmrw (L)

Waiting.

2009-11-10T21:11:00.002+08:00

Last paper tmrw, science mcq :) I'm like waiting for the pig to watch ep 2 of autumn's concerto. Damn slow la, @#$%#$^#%$. I WANT TO WATCH AUTUMN'S CONCERTO LA. Kk never mind, i must calm downz.

Anyho, after tomorrow's paper i gnar have my freedom!!! :D I've already like sort of plan what I'm going to do during the long break alrd.

Thursday: Meet lyn &jh! (most probably)
Friday: Meet Alicia &lessyAng for ktv session!!! Looking forward to it, omg.
Saturday: Meet wy &co for movie, 2012!! Yayz, imma see my hubby after so longz.
Sunday: Rest at home i think.
Monday: Meeting lessyAng for job hunt! ^^

Okay, so far that's my plan. Hope the job hunt will be successful! :D Imma be a busy girl and i will love it. Hahah. &gnar get my DM soon, yay yay yay! Oh, i also decided to start to work first!

Anyho, I've watch most of the drama alrd! Imma happy girl, so far so good. 鬼 look extremely adorable in 我在1949, 等你. Autumn's concerto is fab. CA4 is great, i love it so much. Momolove is funny, but cyndi looks somewhat idiotic &i'm starting to accept Jinglun. Hah. Watched 海派甜心 ep1 &2, xiaozhu is damn funny &cute, rainie is so great afterall.

Wtfz, i'm so bored i talked about all the dramas/variety show. Blog again soon, toodles.

16 生日HAPPY, 快樂BIRTHDAY, LESSYANG! :)

2009-11-06T23:15:00.007+08:00

Her birthday present :)

Birthday cake! :D

I met up with this 2 cool &awesome people! It's worth it, even though i have to wake up @8.45am in the morning :D Got everything ready, trained down to CWP &met alicia. Was like planning to surprise lessyANG cause i told her only i'm meeting her. (but i bet she knew it alrd. LOL)

Looked for cakes, then started planning a lil. Headed to Lot 1 for cab &wanted to go down to jing's house, but plan failed because she told she's alrd outside! Luckily Alicia &I didn't board the cab, so like we trained back to CWP again.

Went to buy the cake, then headed to seoul garden for lunch. After settling down, rushed down quickly cause jing was calling me alrd. Lie to her i went to the toilet, LOL SO STUPID. &our plan fail cause she saw alicia's head &i forgot to call alicia when i went back. LOL, retard.

Ate until full full, gossiped a lot! Left seoul garden &went to take some pictures! :D A lot of unglam photos, so only uploading those that we look better. After that jing have to go &meet her other friends, hahah.

So i decided to go to alicia's house!! We had fun laughing like mad, playing w her puffy ball-like-hamster. LOL. SO FAT AND CUTE, MAKES ME WANT TO GET A HAMSTER AGAIN :( Chit-chatted &laughed till 8pm then homed!

Oh &I borrowed a fabulous book from alicia &i read it throughout my whole mrt+bus journey! The book makes me happy, heheh i like!!! The photo is right below!

Alright, I wnar go chat alrd!! Ciao!

P/s: I can't wait for 13/11 to come!! :D

I'm gnar finish reading it by tmrw!! Awesome book.

Almost done.

2009-11-04T19:29:00.003+08:00

Left with POA, FNN &Science Mcq. Wait for me, I'll be back in no time. Then, it'll be time to spam my blog with posts &party like mad. Gnar meet up w all my lovely people after O's! I miss having fun w them. &Imma be a part time 宅女 watching all the dramas/variety shows i missed out during this period of time. Till then.

失去你的這些年, 沒改變, 數不完的思念.

2009-10-14T22:51:00.007+08:00

Perfect view in the morning.

Probably my last post until O's officially end, because i totally have no time to spare. Decided to give myself a break today, since study break is starting tomorrow, which means no more school for us! :)

Pretty glad about that, because i can go on my own pace &w/o school i will not nap! But i'm quite scare i'll get hooked on to this dump shit computer. I need to kill the devil in my mind after today till O's end. Yes, that's it.

Anw, graduation day today. It was not that bad after all! Kw &I was saying it would be better if Ms Koh was there with us. &If she really is, we said that our class will really cry. W/o Ms Koh last year, i think we're really nothing. I really miss those times with her, gosh!

Rightz, before i go, i should update all the photos that are so freaking outdated!

I tried my very best in chem, but i really cannot do it.

Taken on 9/10, i love my calculator :) ZHQSY.

My fave number! Mos after grad ceremony today.

Sunflower from N.Jingwen.

School gave us this cup, i doubt anyone will use it? Hah.

Anyho, the sunflower is so chio! I (L) sunflowers &lilies! :) Okay, toodles. Oh &i'll post up my class photo after O's! :)

原來愛情從來沒有離開過，只是我記得，你忘了。

2009-10-02T23:42:00.002+08:00

It's all about studying now, right? Everything will be pushed back till O's officially end, but I'm not studying hard enough.

I cannot resist using computer, because it's so tempting!
I cannot stop taking naps, because I'm used to it.
I cannot concentrate when I study, because i get distracted by crap stuff every time.
I cannot understand what i revised/studied, esp chem.

All those are enough to stop me from studying, gosh. &then chem is like making me so f-ing stress. So i was telling kw that after O's, our hair will turn all white due to S.T.R.E.S.S. Why is it so difficult to concentrate like how other people can ah? Tsk. Why is science important, i don't understand. We don't have to apply science in future also, i mean for most of the jobs.

Dangs, i'm feeling all crappy now. Toodles.

小傑，生日大快樂！！

2009-09-25T15:30:00.005+08:00

Those are photos taken when i went to top one.

小傑，23嵗大快樂哦！
希望你有看到我在WOO的留言 :)

Anyho, i failed 3 subjects. My sciences, poa &fnn all fail. Got D7, E8, F9 leh, HAHAH. I passed my EL! I'm glad about that, even though it's a C6. Humans 6 &maths 3. So.... My L1B4 is like, 27 including chinese. How great can that be.

Gnar have dinner w my family, cousin &aunt later. So long didn't eat dinner tgth alrd, hah. Then maybe go meet D&CK, accompany them eat supper. Meeting LLS &XLL tmrw, hope it'll be great :)

End here, toodles!

새일축하합니다, 가가 (JIAJIA) ! ♥

2009-09-23T20:32:00.008+08:00

4Js.

Birthday girl!!!

So sweet, hah!

Hope you did enjoy yourself kay jiajia! :D We are damn nice right, i know you're touch! Hahah! Meet again soon, lovesss! Let's have fun tgth after O's! anyho, the 4Js got together again today. Heh.

I'm quite lazy to elaborate and i'm very very tired! It was a long day, godz. But i did enjoy myself and had fun! :)

Toodles, blog again soon!

挑战？

2009-09-22T23:56:00.007+08:00

“因为大家都有自己的挑战，而且人一定要不断拓展自己不会的那一块，让自己变得更强。”
:) This is what Lollipop's xiaojie said, which is true!

作为台湾人气最旺的男子偶像团体之一，棒棒堂创造了一个了不起的记录，出道仅仅两年，他们就在大牌歌手们最爱的台北小巨蛋举行了自己的演唱会，而且非常火爆。可是，依然有人会说棒棒堂红得没道理，他们不如飞轮海长得帅气、个子也没F4高。面对所有的质疑，棒棒堂用努力和行动来证明，他们的走红并非偶然。
This is why, i'm proud of them!
&who say they 红得没道理? More like XXX 红得没道理!

Oh, i flunk my prelims. Hahah. &Angela's new songs are disappointing.

代替品。

2009-09-21T22:13:00.002+08:00

Sing sang sung today :) I feel so happy because i get to sing, though it's only 4 hours. But well, i had fun! Went to hunt some presents for yinteng, and finally found something. Pretty glad with the present, very chio also!

Ate TORI-Q! Happy happy, then went to MOS for milk tea. Rest, then rap the present. Home-d around 5, since we have nothing to do. It was a short day, but at least i enjoyed myself.

So, i did use my weekend wisely &make myself feel better. Hah. School tmrw, which sucks. I dread school, results and everything. Darn.

Blog again soon, toodles.

P/s: It's best to sleep when you're feeling down :)

20092009

2009-09-21T01:08:00.004+08:00

I was watching 9/19's 戀愛百分百，小鬼 just now. Freaking funny! It makes me feel so happy and i laughed a lot while watching. Alien &show are so funny, esp show! Keep interrupting alien &the girl. Hahah! Everyone should watch, the link is @ my plurk! :)

So, i met lessy aka shujing today. Went to yishun, printed photos for myself cause i wanted to update my photo album :) Ate @LJS, after million of years! I still love their cheese, yumz! At first wanted to eat KFC but cannot find, unfamiliar to yishun you see. Ite i saw it, so sad! Bandito Pockett :(

But you know what, i ate Bandito for my dinner! :D Dad bought KFC home, like so happy cause i was craving for it :B Oh, i spent 50bucks today, printing photos, lunch &other food stuffs. LOL, fats!

Alright, I'm going to top one tmrw! I cannot wait, finally can cure my ktv-crave. Hah! Hope i can enjoy tmrw. ANGSHUJING LESSY, DON'T JEALOUS KAY I'M GOING TO SING! HAHAH.Who did you spend your 20092009 with? :)

End here, blog soon. Toodles!

~~不想起你雖然容易，但是要忘記你很難。~~

Stay strong.

2009-09-18T21:37:00.004+08:00

Smile like you always did, girl.

Prelims are finally over, but it's not the end of it. There's still O level coming up next. I want to end all this misery soon, F. Mixed emotions, even more F up. Right, i will be fine soon.

On the side note, i'm happy for one thing. 2 bonus point for me! 2 points meant a lot to me, woohoo. I love co, for once. Because i earned my points from it, hahah! :B

I shall spend my long weekend wisely! Yes i will, and hope this weekend will make me feel better :)

関了燈的天，黯淡了誰的笑臉。

2009-09-15T23:52:00.004+08:00

80% play, 20% sleep, 0% work. I think that's me.

So much to say, so little time, or rather I'm being lazy. Science practical tmrw, pray hard it'll be easy. I always loved practical, :) Blog again soon, toodles.

~~你把我給問倒了，我根本不知道怎麽回答你的問題。告訴我，該怎麽辦才好？~~

Carnival.

2009-09-12T21:33:00.011+08:00

Didn't have the time to update yesterday, so i'm here to blog about my trip to msia. Hah, actually i spent most of my time eating there :B

Reached msia arnd 12+, mom went to the bank while i ate chicken rice inside the car. Then headed to pay tax, and off to my godma house! I saw my cute lil godbrother, as adorable. Beautiful bigbig eyes, long eyelashes! He'll be a pretty boy when he grow up, hahah!

Went for dinner with my mom, godma and family. Yummy dinner! Then went over to my cousin's house. Saw my nieces, also very adorable! Have big eyes also :B They are so cuteeeee! Headed to the carnival near my cousin's house arnd 9pm.

I wanted to play almost everything, but sadly my cousin don't dare. So only ended up playing 2 of the games in there, fun! Walked to the mac nearby, ate oreo mcflurry. Mom came over and fetch us, but ite we stayed there till 11+, ate fries, chatted, watch my niece play inside the macs playground. lol!

Slept arnd 3+am, woke up @ arnd 9+. Godma came over to fetch me, went to her house first then off for brunch. Yummy food! :B After breakfast headed to tesco(supermarket) and shop! Anw, it's actually a shopping centre.

Bought some accessories, didn't mange to buy any shorts. Cause all not nice, or they don't have the right size. Went up to the supermarket, bought like a lot of things there. Happy girl yo!

Went to the bank with my cousins again, spent like 1.5hours there. I swear i totally stare at the person who served mom. Super idiotic, waste our time! Went back to my cousin's house then we went to walk at the pasar malam.

Omg, food againnnnnnnn! Super yummy, heheh. I bought so many things that i didn't even manage to finish them. LOL. Keep buying and buying only.

Left arnd 8+, slept for 1.5hours and reached around @10pm :) Unpacked my stuffs, then i got stuck infront of the computer. LOL.

Here are the photos, enjoy.

Blog again soon, toodles.

P/s: Eoy trip to msia, anyone? :)

Subway, haji lane, pluck.

2009-09-08T23:28:00.009+08:00

Empty subway, with no one except kw &I.

Summarize everything for today!

Tuition in the morning, last minute decided to meet kw to study, homed, changed, left house again.
Met her, headed to subway, ate lunch, cold cut trio :)
Didn't manage to study at all, ended up talking about kpop/lollipop &some personal stuff. But is was a good talk, shall keep all of you in suspense. The secret between us, heh!
Left arnd 5+, walked to haji lane for pluck!
Ate yummy ice-cream, imma happy girl because of good food :B
Walked around, went to candle.
All items in that shop were on sales, 2 for $26.90 only! (TOO BAD, THE SALES ENDED TODAY!)
Spent quite awhile inside, bought a bag for myself, kw bough a watch.
Walked to bugis, bused home. Didn't get to go to shine korea, URGH! (nevermind, tmrw i go msia buy like siao :D)
I was wondering if the bag i bought was an implusive one, but 13.45 only! Should be okay la hor, cause the bag look nice and it's 2 sided also.

Cold cut trio! :)
PLUCK! Niceeeee.
I like the background, heh.

Can you see, it's the empty subway! :B

Pluck! ♥

Eat eat eattttttttttt!

Kw likes the photo on the right, i'm a good photographer! HAHAH :B

Alright, that's all for now. I'm going to msia tmrw, grocery shopping! Yay, food. LOL :D Oh, i'll be back on thursday don't miss me too much! :B

Toodles~

Webcam session!!

2009-09-07T20:24:00.005+08:00

I'm super high now, omg. I just make a vid featuring me and alicia!!! It's super hilarious!! The moment i think about it, i wnar laugh like mad alrd.

Anw, here's the vid!!! Btw, i've to say that the song is NOT related to the vid!! Just trying to be mad, HAHAH.

Okay, i'm going to chat with her now. We're both mad for the time being, toodles!!! &she say she is going to put this vid in her phone, LOL WTF LAUGH AND DIE.

G-Force!

2009-09-05T22:17:00.005+08:00

J for Jiawen :B Wangzi is mine, HAHAH.

Watched G-Force today, it's freaking nice! But the 3D is lousy that me and kw keep complaining, 4D is way better yes kw? :D 4D is freaking cool, i swear. heh. Anw, you people should catch G-Force too! The guinea pigs are so so so adorable.

Ate @ BBQ Chicken after out movie :) It's super yummy! 7.90 for yummy stuffs, worth it worth it. Shall go there againnnnn soon, woots.

Went to heeren after lunch, spent quite awhile over there. Bought a new wallet, after so so so long! I've been wanting a new one since months ago. &I finally found one that i like today! Very very happy, although i spent 39bucks on it. But it's quite reasonable right, for a ripcurl :)

The old & the new one :)

I spent about 80bucks today, crap. All my savings, gone in one day. Never mind, i can save again. I think i forever cannot get DM unless i work man, wtfbbq :( Damn sad, cause i saw DM today. Can see cannot wear.

Listened to chen weilian's album in HMV, hahah. It's very nice yo, i like. We actually listened the whole album, HAHAH.

Went PS, watsons, guardian, etude house, P.O.A, cotton on, action city &daiso :) Didn't get anything at etude, cause there's nothing new. Bought sweets from daiso! Yayz, sweets :B I think i always spend my money on food. Food = ♥

I'm doing so many things now, zomg. Shall blog another day, toodles!

245th :)

2009-09-05T00:43:00.003+08:00

Paper ended @9 today, went to shaw for breakfast w kw :) Spent 5.5hours over there, mainly chatting and laughing like some crazy people. We also went to the NTUC, hahah! It's fun over there okay, we walked to everyone corner of the ntuc!

I think we spent about an hour there, super funnnn. Bought 旺旺(sudden craving) &Bickford's blackcurrant sparkling fruit juice(my new love).

Anw, talking about prelims, i'm so sure i'll do badly for almost everything. Maybe except for physics and ss which i'm more confident in passing. Yes, pass but not with good marks.

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DON'T READ IF YOU GET OFFENDED EASILY :)

Extracted from Kw's blog since i'm lazy to type the same thing :D
"Anyway, recently Jia and I was ranting over how some ppl just know how to follow trend. Like srsly, shouting "I LOVE YOU' to their so called forever-loved idol and all. And the new trend is, KPOP! Wth, its so obvious that kpop is a hot topic right now mainly due to BOF please. Its irritating how those ppl spam and boost about their love for them or what when they just ditched their past idols and know that little thing abt their newly found love. I bet after this trend is over and the next is coming up, they will just do the same thing again. Hello all this ppl, dont be too exaggerate over what u are doing now, you know what i mean. -.-!"
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Sounds like you? Means you're one too, i know who some of them are. Don't feel guilty changing idols, but i feel so disappointed for your past idols you USED to love. FYI, the "love" i meant is when you will keep track of what is happening to them lately and etc. But, look @ what you're doing now? Going crazy over other hot stuffs around then just abandon your old loved ones? Oh gosh, i think there's one word to describe, "realistic". You people are so realistic because you just go for the hot stuffs or what i call, just following the celebrities that are in trend now. Anw, even if you want to follow then please don't lag behind so badly. Only going crazy over things that are so OUTDATED about them alrd, cmon catch them fast if you can. (i don't think you can do it, cause you're simply following the trend.) I think you're just disgracing all your so called "idols" you have last time, your idol must be feeling sad if they know it too. Hahah, what a lousy fangirl. Oh wait, i don't even think you are suitable to be called FANGIRL because you just change their idol as and when you like :D Hey trend follower(that's my new name for you), how's your new idol going and whose going to be the next you'll fall for uh? :) I shall wait and see..

Anw, i didn't say it's wrong to change your so-called-idol but please think about it. Didn't you like them just because they're hot topics, be it now or in the past. You people forget the old ones when you found your new love, that's it.
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Okay, i finish saying my part :) So, if you read it and feel offended that it's not my problem anymore. Because i told you not to read it in the first place, heh.

I shall go back to what i'm doing, toodles. G-Force 3D tmrw, i can't wait! :D

寫完了，也哭了。

2009-09-03T15:12:00.003+08:00

"Slowing down I look around and I am so amazed,
I think about the little things that make life great."

"There’s nothing I can say to you.
Nothing I could ever do to make you see,
What you mean to me.
All the pain the tears they cry,
Still you never said goodbye and now I know how far you’d go."

"So many times I was alone I couldn't sleep,
You left me drowning in the tears of memory.
And ever since you've gone, I found it hard to breathe
Cause there was so much that your heart just couldn't see.
A thousand wasted dreams rolling off my eyes,
But time's been healing me and I say goodbye."

:) I like, i like.

Tired.

2009-09-02T16:35:00.006+08:00

Don't you think i look the same 10years ago? :)

I screwed my maths p2 today. The vectors is totally screwed up, it can't be solved! I spent so much time doing it, freak. Urgh, it's over anyway. Just have to work harder before O's come.

As for ss paper, at least i managed to attempt all the questions. But the screw up part is, not enough time to finish up my last essay. Just that last factor &conclusion, so wasted! I spent so long memorizing it luh!

I hope tmrw's physics paper will be manageable or my science surely fail like hell. POA P1 tmrw, what should i do? Gosh.

Anw, Happy 16th Birthday to Beverly &Adelene :)
doubt they'll read this though, hah.

I'm off to take my nappy nap, yayz! :B

Oh yes, help me click on my Nuffnang ads okay!! Thanks! :D

Worse celebration ever.

2009-09-01T01:07:00.002+08:00

The worse celebration I've ever seen in my whole day, in all the schools I've been to. Seriously, you won't be able to imagine how terrible it was. It's like a whole 2 hours, you just sit there and rot, moan and scold vulgarities at those people on stage.

Each year, the celebration is getting worse. Luckily this is my last year in school, or i can just die i think. And the worse thing is, WHO THE FUCK HAVE LESSONS BEFORE CELEBRATIONS &SCHOOL EVEN ENDS AT THE SAME TIME? +IT'S TEACHER'S DAY FOR GOODNESS SAKE, WTF!

Okay, i haven't say the worse part. After the celebration right, we've got a freaking maths test. Totally spoil my day + he only wanted the marks for the test. WASTE MY FUCKING TIME. URGHHHHHHHHHH, PISS TTM.

I think up till now, today is really the most horrible day. Even more horrible than getting scolded by teachers, freak. But luckily hubby&co made my day better. Esp the table soccer part, very hilarious. Man U, liverpool and stuffs. hahah.

Alright, finish ranting :D Shall cont chatting w D about our 40billion plan &crap stuffs. toodles!

你的笑容就像陽光，甜蜜得讓我溶化。

2009-08-29T01:10:00.003+08:00

I'm here for a lil while before i go off. So, i very much screwed my El papers. It was quite tough, i can't really understand the questions well. But ohwell, i hope the summary can help!

Anw, I'm so happy that the bxtch is moving out of my house soon. I cannot stand her lor, fucking hell sleep with her fucking disgusting fake eye lashes on. Omfg, i shall stop talking about her.

But now, i'm kinda pissed! Mr. woo went crazy and i cannot load the pages properly!! Keep getting page load error, pfffttts. Please work properly leh WOO爺爺!

I think i'm going to die soon, i keep coughing non stop!!! (went to woo, still as crazy) Anw, follow me on plurk because my twitter is rather dead now. Twitter is boring, hahah! (sorry to those who love to tweet)

Rightz, i'm going back to woo for awhile more then off to sleep. Toodles!

Summer day.

2009-08-26T20:36:00.002+08:00

Am not going to re-take chinese, don't ask again okay everyone. tyvm.
I coughed till i puked just now, wtfbbq. Feel so terrible.
Still haven't get the ND photos, TSK!!!
My blog is going dead, greattttttttttt. LOL.
Heard that graduating classes might not be able to watch the teacher's day concert. WTFBBQ. slaps*
Headache can instantly kill.
I want to go overseas, wliew eh.
Okay, toodles.

You failed, as a friend.

2009-08-24T00:05:00.002+08:00

Not going to blog as often anymore, cause i'm getting lazy.
Exams around the corner, also nothing to blog about what.
I met lessy/bitch yesterday, finally know smth about poa :D
Some people should reflect on what they did, stuck up.
I should buck up on my sciences. Tsktsktsk.
Dread to go to school tomorrow.
Coughing like hell now.
Need to save more money.
Study hard, memorise hard, ~~play~~ hard.
Perspiring like crazy, wtfbbq.
Okay, end of entry. bye!

Results!

2009-08-19T00:54:00.005+08:00

Releasing of results later in the morning, i bet everyone is nervous. I need to stay calm man, omg. Jiawen must get a B3 or higher if not must retake. *prays for B3/higher*

I'm feeling hungry again, why am i always hungry!!!!! Tsk, irritating.

Alright, i want to go and chat with the crazy JH &continue debating with D. These 2 people are damn crazy, and they making me go crazy also.

My entries are getting shorter as each day goes by, why? Apparently, school is boring and there's nothing interesting to blog about. So yep, that's that. Toodles!

1, 2, 3, Breathe!! :B

2009-08-16T20:07:00.003+08:00

Thanks Jinghui for that! Really very cute okay, me like :D

Seems like people arnd me keeps getting sick, take care people!! Pray that I won't fall sick, sure damn jialat one.

Oh yeah, yesterday's chalet was a blast! :) Had fun w pearlynnnnnnnn &KC. Went so crazy i think everyone is staring @us. (WTF, LYN TEXTED ME WHEN I'M BLOGGING ABOUT HER. LOL.)

We did all kinda funny accents, and all sorts of weird stuffs. ONE MORE TIME &YOU'RE OUT OF THE CLASS!!! 1, 2, 3 BREATHEEEE!! (inside joke) okay, i bet no one understand. Thinking of it makes me wnar laugh badly!
(Crazy lyn making me laugh again, just by her crazy text)

Alright, I need to continue on my FNN now! &chat with my loved ones online! Till then!

Live on, with it.

2009-08-16T17:45:00.002+08:00

There's earthquake @at house just now. I think it last for 3minutes? It's the worse ever, super shaky!!!

Sometimes, i really feel that some people really disgust me. But wait, i must not be affected by them. So yeah, that's that :)

When you feel that someone is the most important friend to you, but think again, do he/she feel that way too?

Stay calm, they don't worth to be treated as the best. For there are still more people out there, who worth to be treated better :)

What do i believe in is, there is no forever. Nothing can last forever.

Okay, I'm talking crap. Bye.

"擁有的並不是太少，而是欲望太多，結果就是自己不滿足，其至憎恨別人所擁有的，或嫉妒別人比我們更多，以致心理產生憂愁，憤怒和不平衡。欲望太多，就是[心理平窮]。"

God knows why.

2009-08-14T23:29:00.004+08:00

Now, i'm stuck with the computer again. I've yet to revise a single shit for prelims, great job jiawen (Y). Wondering why? Because the deadline for FNN is nearing, so I've to touch up on my coursework.

After I've completed FNN, i think it's time to get started to prepare for O's. Or maybe, I'm already lagging behind for god-knows-how-many-days. But w/e, i don't think i'll do better if i memorise earlier because I'm so sure i'll forget them even before O's are here.

I need to rant so much, but my "ears" are not around. So, forget it. Freaking stress about everything-under-the-sun now, even my trip to taiwan. I know, exams are not even over but it's right to plan it earlier, yes? I shall re-consider my trip and discuss w my brother about it again.

Till then, (everything is messing me up.)

ND!

2009-08-10T01:42:00.005+08:00

Thanks for the day peepo :)

You guys must be damn happy right, so many photos to see. I'm lazy to type, got so many things to do. Ciao!

Edited @3.49AM,
Oh, one more thing that happened just now. I bumped into YYC &his girlf! happy to see him, it's been longgggg! Maybe i shall find some time after O's to catch up w him :) Heh.

Really late now &really hungry. LOL, but i'm going to sleep alrd :) Can't wait to trim my hair and eat "pizza" later :DDD Ciao! (i love food, even though it'll make me fat. HEEHEE! :B)

44th

2009-08-09T14:53:00.004+08:00

Happy 44th Singaporeeeeeee! :)

Alright, I've been very busy lately. I don't know what I'm busy with too, but all the time i have seems to be occupied with something. School work &many more.

I think i'll put my blog on hiatus soon, then you guys can follow me on plurk/twitter which is much easier for me :)

Some random photos taken these few days!Sm bought this sweet to school, look at the words written on the wrapper! Hahah.Did this on friday. Did everyone do this?The collage kw, sm, jh, tania &I did :)These are from my class :)

Alright, end here. CIAO!

永不退堂。

2009-08-07T00:52:00.001+08:00

Look at the time, amazingly I'm still awake. Didn't take nap today, so I'm supposed to be sleeping. But who gives a damn :)

No lessons later, purely stupid celebrations. BORING TTM!

Alright, I'll post again soon. Ciao!

Yes? No?

2009-08-04T22:34:00.001+08:00

&so, I was wondering...
Confusion, is all that I felt.
Don't ask me why, because I don't know too.

새일축하합니다 !

2009-08-02T21:42:00.003+08:00

:) That explains it all.

Had fun yesterday, over @ wallace's house. The surprise for him sort of failed, but hope he did enjoyed &like it! The thomas cake is very cute, but didn't take any picture of it.

I think in my 16years of life, the most embarrass thing happened on my yesterday. Yes, my shoe flew inside the canal if you guys read my twitter. Stop laughing okay, w/e! I totally hide myself behind jing for idk how long, lol.

&thanks wallace for lending me his shoes, although is big. That's all for now, i need to go and chiong FNN research now. ciao!

Scrabble!

2009-07-31T22:54:00.003+08:00

Alright, just photos for today. Anw, today was a pretty enjoyable day! Ate SSF @macs again, yumz! &went to the library, wanted to look for FNN books but ended up looking @travel guides.

Laughed like crazy because of the Korea MRT lines, super funny ttm. It's been long since I laughed so hard! Super funny, really. Alright, photos here! :D

Scrabble! Very fun, heh! :)

Drew this on my greenie foolscap! Shimin drew this, very cute uh?! She said the angry one is me, and the shock one is some girl from my school. That girl is super funny! (Inside joke)

Bought this eraser the other day, i like! :D

I tried to studied chem okay! But fail to understand, only wrote down some notes. Need to work harder!!

Alright, off for today. Shall go chat with my girls now. Ciao!

Closer one,

2009-07-30T00:01:00.004+08:00

(Photos provided by him, please click for clearer view)

Okay la, you sec 1 damn handsome la!!! Everyone is falling for you lor that time, awww! LOL! (He requested to say that he’s handsome)

So fast, it’s been about 2years since I know you! From Shanghai trip till now, freaking cool uh? :) Remember how we got scolded by ____ @shanghai, but it was really fun over there yes? At least, I did enjoy.

I always remember how we get to know each other better, do you remember how? Because of that, we chatted almost everyday and crap about everything we can. Sharing some retarded “secrets”, songs, entertainment news and me always complaining a lot. LOL. That’s me what, what to do :B

But it seems like we’re starting to get busy w our own stuffs nowadays, and didn’t even chat/talk much anymore. That’s not weird though, O’s are coming &people are sure to drift apart after some times, right? :)

I don’t know if we’ll still keep in contact &be such close friends like we used to, d’you think we can? (Sounds familiar right, cause I ask you before) Hah, hope that we can. Remember to stop isolating yourself; get over and done with with that incident! (Actually already better now, lol!)

Wow, what a long post!! Some more it’s just a birthday post, crazy. But at least I get to say what I want, cause every time I only talk crap with you. Hah. Better appreciate this!! 為O水準加油吧，考完了我們再來大閙一場吧！Chat till midnight again, muahahah!

D'you know, you're one of my closer friends? Hah, although it doesn't seems to be now. But at least, i won't forget a friend like you. Someone who'll chat with me about entertainment news, celebrities and all. What's more, you are a guy! Hah, cool shit! :)

Enjoy yourself for the whole of today alright! See you later! :DD

Charity, one click away.

2009-07-28T21:57:00.004+08:00

Shifted my plurk down again &my nuff-nang up. Please click on my ads to help that little girl, charmaine alright? :) It's just a click, to help her raise funds to seek local treatment as she is disgnosed with 4th stage neuroblastoma. Doing charity is good alright, what's more is she is just a little girl, who yet to have the chance to see how the real world is like. It is a nonprofit campaign and every dollar donated will be given directly to Charmaine’s family. Remember to click alright? (L)

Familiar, yes?

2009-07-27T23:03:00.003+08:00

Okay, i was like looking @some vid about them &saw this!! ^ For those who are in my class or know me better, don't you think the jacket that wangzi is wearing looks very familiar?!?! :D
I'm damn high now, LOL. Ah, w/e!

Anw, since I'm here I'll post up some random photos too! :)
Taiwan Cafe on friday! :)Went to collect my Lollipop's stuffs on sat w kw! 2 albums, 2 唇印卡, 1 set of poker cards &1 calender! A lot of things right, but it's only 38$ okay!! Very worth it.
Chem lab today, the first picture not very clear cause i took it in a rush! On the most right is a dark blue, which looks very pretty!

That's all for now, i think i have so many junk photos in my comp! Need to do some "cleaning" for my computer alrd! Okay, ciao!

Click click click!!

2009-07-26T21:28:00.004+08:00

CLICK ON MY NUFFIE ADS OKAY (L)

Alright, lessy ask me to blog. So, here it is! :D Anw, I've got all the pictures w me alrd. But i look damn fugly.. Let me edit the pictures, WAIT AH! :D

(after 10minutes of editing, damn fast right)

Okay, show you my damn fugly face that day.

See, my face screwed up right :( There are more fugly ones, but i shall keep it to myself. LOL.

Anw, today's studying session ain't productive because some people spoils my day. &I can't concentrate, my hand was shivering like nuts, cannot write properly &all sort of rubbish stuffs.

Gnar be another busy week again, maths test &tuition tmrw! (Eff up) Physics test on tues. Maths test on wed, again. Wow, screwed up week. Swear I'm gnar die soon.

他們是我的彩虹。

2009-07-25T00:19:00.005+08:00

As promised, I'm here to post up the photos. &i think it's too late to list out all those people who wished me, so long ago already. Bet you guys only interested in the photos only right, here you go! :D

The cheese cake shujing baked for me :) It's great! (L)

By E&XY! They came to my house @12am on my birthday, crazy people. I don't have the photo of the cake they baked, will update if i get it.

From Eunice! It's a photo book, hahah.

Left by Eunice, right from Jeremy, chengsiang &weijun :)

Left from kw, right from yinteng :)From XY :)From kw again! So many gifts/surprises from her. Hahah. &these 2 packets of sweets are the one that i mentioned, the one my brother brought home.

Received a lot of handmade presents this year, and i really love them a lot! I will take good care of them &update the photo albums okay? :D But some of the items are like weird, idk what to do with it. LOL! But will still keep them in good condition, no worries!

These people plays a big part in my life, shujing, shimin, kahwai, alicia, wanyee, eunice, xinyi, yongchin &pingkoon! I think w/o them, i won't be as happy as i am now :) Of course not leaving out dom, mk, wallace &the rest of the guys! I never regret knowing all of you, really :) Many many more years to come okay people? (L)

JingyJingy, this part specially for you leh. I know you must be very happy and touched right? Hah! 兩年了，我們一直以來都是忽冷忽熱，但是到現在的我們有比較不一樣吧？從以前放假才會見面，到現在一起去讀書。我們很酷對不對？！哈哈哈，我覺得認識你真的很幸運，也很慶幸有一個像你這樣的朋友。雖然人家會說，兩年罷了很長嗎，又能有多好啊？但是，兩年對我們來説因該很長你說是不是？在這個兩年裏面發生了很多事，但依然沒有放棄給對方鼓勵和安慰。你也一直告訴我要努力讀書，我會加油的 :D 我不會忘記曾經交過像你這樣的朋友，要記得我們的承諾！我超級不會表達自己的，所以用寫的來表達比較好。你要記得，無論多傷心你還是有我的！愛你啦，臭LESSY. (L)

Okay, that's all for now! Kw &sm will get to read mine in our 畢業感言 so i shall not type it out here :) I'm gnar do up my 畢業感言 now, ciao!! (L)
Can't wait to get my Lollipop's album tmrw, yayz!

百合, Lily.

2009-07-22T21:35:00.004+08:00

I'm so sorry, I've no time to update at all. This picture for all of you okay? Hahah! Say the rose is pretty! Although I like 百合(lily) more, but rose ain't that bad too! :)
I'll blog during the weekends or if I have the time to, ciao!

He's screwed up.

2009-07-21T23:46:00.002+08:00

It's a hectic day! One of the worse this year. I was totally damn pissed off by ___ that I can just scold anyone who offended me on the spot. I swear man, what the fuck is wrong with him ah? Mad in the mind, totally want us all to die. Fuck.

I think in my whole life, this is the first time i ever got so pissed off by someone like him. He totally spoil my mood, ruin my day. Even kw &shi don't dare to talk to me just now, LOL. So, can imagine how angry I was? Hah.

Luckily today's math tuition was pretty relaxing &that makes me feel so much better :) I gave shi one slice of the cheese cake that lessy made for me &she say it's great! LESSY, i want more cheese cake baked by you! :B

Rightz, I think I'll find some time tmrw &post up the rest of my presents received! Also thanks all those who wished me, too lazy to list all. Maybe tmrw when I post up the photos, I'm very tired now. Ciao!

QOTD! Best birthday ever :)

2009-07-20T00:48:00.003+08:00

Yes, up till now it's the best I ever had. Compared to the one last year, all those heartless people. Hhaha, if you think I'm mentioning about you then too bad :D

Surprise by shujing, alicia, keith &Junhee on sat.
Tania coming over to pass me my present.
Those guys for making me happy, always so entertaining.
Wonderful night, wonderful friends, wonderful presents! :)
I got my new love, HTC Touch Diamond2! I'm loving it, thanks dadddy (L)
Eunice &Xinyi came over just now, to surprise me.
Brought a cake baked by them, with a bigbig card &presents.
Messages from shujing, dom, colin, kahwai, alicia 11times, wilf sis, eunice &xy! (up till now)

So far so good, i hope the later part of the day will be great also. I will blog on the photos if i receive any other presents, ciao! Off to chat with my lovely.

Fyi, QOTD is queen of the day. Hahah!

16th celebration! (L)

2009-07-19T02:11:00.013+08:00

J to the power of 4! (L)
I love my family, w/o them I won't be here :)

The photo is really blurr, but i tried my best to sharpen it alrd D:
Thanks for all the presents! :)
Me really love this, heh.

Left from Jing, Jiajia, keith &junhee! :)
Right from Shimin &Tania! :)
Bottom from kahwai &wilf sis! :)

Left from my 2nd brother! :)
Middle from brother's friend! :)
Right from wanyee, dom, wallace, nelbee &mengkit! :)

Contents from the present kahwai gave! :))

Random photos, heh.

Thanks to all those who came! Kahwai, shujing, alicia, keith, junhee, dom, wallace, mengkit, nelbee, xinyi &eunice :DD
&thanks to tania who came down to my house just to pass me my present! :)

Although some didn't turn up, but i really really had fun! Those guys are really really really capable to make me laugh so hard everytime w/o fail, hahah. But they also never fail to make me angry one! LOL. Thanks for the present too, me love the cap! :)))

&Thanks shujing, alicia, keith &junhee who gave me a surprise by turning up at my house out of a sudden! Really touched, really :D (Although no emotions shown just now) LOL, jing say one. Flowers, cupcakes, cheese cake, the board full of pictures &dumbo. Really sweet people uh? I love the board &the cake! (yet to try cupcakes) Jing can bake well, hahah! :D

Also thanks eunice &xinyi for turning up, i'll see you guys soon :)

It's a veryveryvery tiring day! From preparing all the food, till everyone came &attending to everyone. But it's all worthwhile, even though it's just a simple celebration at home :) The best part is when you have all your dearest and important friends just by your side, having fun w you, enjoying w you &laughing w you. May my friendship w all these people
(jing, alicia, keith, kahwai, dom, wallace, mk, nelbee, wanyee, chingyung, shimin, tania, eunice, xinyi, yc &pk) last a life time, (L)

I took an hour to blog, wowz. &this post is damn colourful, freakz. Ohohoh, who cares! I'm off for now, ciao!

Follow me! :)

2009-07-18T12:31:00.003+08:00

FOLLOW ME ON TWITTER &PLURK!
Should be easy, cause i shifted my plurk up too :)

I've to go help my mom out w everything now, so if I'm using the computer I'll update using plurk :)
If I'm away from the computer I'll update using twitter, stay tune alright! :D

Tania came over just now if you didn't read my twitter, just to pass me my present. So sweet uh! (L)

I need a rest.

2009-07-18T00:29:00.002+08:00

I'm sooooooooooooo sleepy now, but i still came here. I think it's because of the FNN practical tdy, it's really tiring. I hope the bloody air-con in my class will be up soon!

There's so many things I've to do later, oh god. Do some last minute grocery shopping, collect my cake, fetch everyone, return my long-overdued library book &help out with mom for the steamboat!

That's a lot to do, hope i'll have enough energy to survive! But on the happier note, I'll be able to get my new phone tmrw! :) According to what my brother tell me, heheh! Can't wait to it!

I want my dad's friend to come, because I want ANG PAOS!!! In need of cash, for a lot of things! DM!! :( Hahah, so evil only want their angpaos! :S

Alright, I need my rest soon. Play a lil of my current addict &I'll go to sleep! Ciao all.

*Follow me on twitter tmrw!! Will be v. busy, but i'll update when i have the time to! :D

Twitter, plurk.

2009-07-15T17:21:00.002+08:00

I think I'm crazy, made an account for plurk &twitter during FNN in school just now. Nothing much to do, so i went to make one for each. I think i'll stick to twitter more, hah.

I've yet to tell dad that I want HTC touch Diamond 2, will find a chance to do it. I'm really wondering if dad is joking with me, suddenly so nice. Hahah. But hope that he's not, then I'll get it! :)

I'm almost done with planning activities for sat, hope that all will go well that day :) Really looking forward, i bet those people coming will have priceless expression when they meet all my good friends from different cliques. Hahah!

I'm off to watch my variety shows now, bbt! (L) Do follow my on twitter, will try to update as much as I can. Ciao!